Sharing the devotion that grabbed me with both hands today.
I can’t dig out of where I’m at. I’m clamoring and shouldn’t be. I’m devastated by the struggle and nothingness. I am trying to no avail. All I want is to live for Jesus and love, stand up for truth, release the strongholds on myself and others. I fail at trying to get back … Show me the way Lord.
I know God is faithful, but today feels extra hard. Extra lonely. Not one human with a heart for me. you can say you love someone, but unless it’s God’s love that reaches in the secret space- it’s dead. That’s what I feel. A mish mash of a twisted religion and fake platitudes. Barren hearts and retaliation. Judgement.
My mistakes and sin I lay freshly on the alter today Lord. Help me to see myself through your eyes and not through abandonment. Thank you for making a way. there is no other. Just beautiful you. I receive your forgiveness and know you are faithful to complete the work you started in me- especially now.
If you are here today and hurting, by the compassion of our Lord, I am here for you. Write me and I will respond. I will pray with you. I will listen. I will stand tall with you and watch God put it all together. amosandellie@gmail.com